Through Self-Repulsion Lyrics

Ashamed up to the bones,
Disgusts me my reflection,
Like a disfigured portrait,
I'm in love of my self repulsion.

The life itself is my worst nightmare,
I'm so tangled in my tormented mind.

Every moment of my life is covered in misery,
Every minute of my existence is pure agony,
I'm composed of disappointment and suffering,
Death would be the quick exit to this journey through self repulsion.

Terror is my reality, moral is the weapon of weaks,
Depravation it's my law, there is no redemption in this impiety soul.

If freedom were not a dilemma,
If fear was not an option,
Then the night did not follow the day,
And the flames of hell will not consume our souls.

And I understood that nothing would make sense, I was
living in an empty World, and the hope was just a mirage.

I destroyed too many lives, I'm the real mistake.
I live in war with myself, unhappiness is my blessing,
front at the gates of My own hell, suicide my only way out.