I am a Nightmare that Shall End with my Death Lyrics

I have destroyed everything
Like the worst plague
I have destroyed everyone
That's why offer you my last breath

Another loss, that's what life is
Thoughts for wounds that time won't heal
A world of chaos where hate overtake
A nightmare that you can not wake

Losing in the mirror I see
Who I will never be
The disease I am
And the cure that I need

Bleak and blight is her call
I will wither and decay
Until I drown in despair

I am lost in a nihilistic trance
There is no salvation, no chance
Feeling my body tremble and shake
Hoping to someday to wake

You keep asking "Who are you?"
And I keep saying "Who I am?"
The only thing I know how everything ends
Because it will come by my hand

I have destroyed everything
Like the worst plague
I have destroyed everyone
That's why offer you my last breath
There is no explanation for what I am
A social aberration of blight and dark
Mental screaming day and night
All comes together for suicide