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Aren't you sick of wishing you could turn back?
That's how I wasted almost all my life
Just hoping for the same thing over again
Wishing you would make am amends

I'm not insane
I'm not insane
No, not a single thought remains

I'm not insane
I'm not insane
I'm sicking of wishing things would change

All I've been longing for
Is just something more than the feeling of living lost here with you
We're all hopeless here
It's so perfectly clear that this place is nothing but a grave

Nothing but a grave

I can't recall a time that I wasn't so numb
Medicated and broken just for fun
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry
I know I've lost my mind
I know you're worried to death, but I'm just a waste of time

Abandon me

All I've been longing for
Is just something more than the feeling of living lost here with you
We're all hopeless here
It's so perfectly clear that this place is nothing but a grave

You're nothing without me
I'm nothing without you