Delusional Craving for Affection Lyrics

Suffering from intense abuse
Physically and verbally
Dysfunctional parenting behavior of dominant mother and servile father
Total lack of affection and attachment deprived me of any emotions

Obsessed with a thirst for warmth
I've grown up with a psychotic fantasy
Perfect drama of an affectionate family

Triggered by mother's death
My fantasy begun to turn into reality

Get rid of father to begin with
He seemed already prepared and relieved
An abducted old woman sitting at the table
Forcing her to play the mother of the fantasy
Exact lines and expressions
No mistakes allowed

A mass of failed actresses lying dead around the house
They all turned out to be fake
Irritated at this situation

Ascertaining her attitude for being my new mother

Hatchet slitting into her head as I noticed a failed phrase
Spout of blood staining my face
Hatchet slitting into her head as I noticed a failed phrase
When will I be given true affection?