One More to Surrender Lyrics

It's a hard life but someone's gotta live it
14 lines of lies just to give in
No one knows what I've done
I've fallen apart and it's just begun
I'm writing this because I miss you again
And when the mockingbird calls, I fall again
So I sit it right by the answer machine
Just to feel surreal before I bleed
God made us so we could hate ourselves
And I hate the fact that I'm still here
So we take one more to surrender
Because the end comes faster than I remember
And when I find the ending you will see
That the past is in fact an awakening