Suicidal Musings Lyrics

I was left to rot and bleed
Acquaintances neglected me
All alone
With few to call my own
Darkness grew and crippled me

Morbid thoughts enticing me
I long to end this suffering
Dark thoughts cause a dark mind
To neglect a worthy soul

I'm one with my feelings
A suicidal being
I've accepted my need to end
This reality

Illness took and castrated me
Burned my insides and left me empty
The strength it took
To stand myself tall
Took all of my aura, my body and soul

What was left was a void of space
An empty human, no hearts, no face
Consuming air
No love nor a care
Willing to end it all

I'm one with my feelings
A suicidal being
I've accepted my need to end
This reality

I'm one with my yearning
This passionate burning
A sociopathic human
On his own

I wish you were gone
Instead of me
There's no coming back

All I see is black
As i gaze into the past
There's no moving forward
It's a motive I lack

What if I end this?
Who will miss me when I'm gone

I'm no one

I'm a grain of sand
On a beech in a place forgotten

I'll never be anyone

(Where were you
When I was all alone
You left me here to rot
Neglected on my own

Where were you all?
I thought that I knew you
But It seems like you're all just scum

It seems like you're all just scum
I hope you all rot

Can you hear me?
I'm telling you that you're a waste
Of human life, of air and space

Can you all hear me?
Tell me, do you listen to what others have to say
Or are you as deaf as you are blind?

I hope you all rot
I hope you all rot