Despair (For Heaven's Sake) Lyrics

Today life seems like a lame old joke
A boring god damned joke
An eternal struggle for air
An endless choke

It's never black or white
It's always fight or flight
I'm not sure I'll make it through the night

(For heaven's sake)
God would you please force some light in me
(For heaven's sake)
God would you please? I'm slipping away
(For heaven's sake)
If I could see life as waking days
(It's all too dark)
Inside and out, over, under and through me

Despair, counting down to an infinite end
In every minute of every day
Tortured with how everything is always found gray

And some days, everything is just painted pale
Feels like almost, Hurts like enough

Inside and out, over, under and through me
It's inside, it's out, it's over and through me
Through me! Through me! It's through with me!