Alone Lyrics

No one around to talk to, Just me
No ring of the phone, Silence
Stranded here by myself
But now I know it's just a dream
No one to pull me out
Only memories come to me
Getting closer to my self demise
My mind's become my worst enemy
Suffered for so little
I'm just barely alive
My thoughts burn with bottled rage
Overshadowing pleasure
My pain dwells in solitude
Exposes myself to dead eyes
This placed used to strengthen me
Now it just enhances my weakness
I used to feel as any person would
Now I'm lost in constant pain
Remembering past days as they were
Carving each thought into my skin
Trying to reveal the crying child inside
I caress the warmth left by you
Your scent greets me like a dying friend
I died last night in your tears
That cold look in your eyes
Consumes me with a void that will never fill
My eyes open to curse a new day
These thoughts just won't let me rest
Because of the things I never knew
Will this torment ever leave?
I gave all of myself, As much as I could
I'm so tired, I'm so sick
I can't focus, I can't believe
Was that me?
Blind to everything
I sense their stare
Could they see inside of me?
Do they know of my endless despair?
Suffered for so little
I'm just barely alive (barely alive)
My thoughts burn with bottled rage
Overshadowing pleasure
My pain dwells in solitude
Exposes myself to dead eyes
I'm so alone
I'm so alone