Balkanization Lyrics

The balkanization of my heart has been resurrected
With an affection that always inspires
And never grows tired of my dark and deadly valleys
Is this the end of me? I swore to never go back
In this the finest hour a last breath of life awaits me
Anticipation with vomiting, you are something I dream
You are the something that I must have
Truly this is the finale of my suffering
And the beginning of perpetual peace
Truly this is the end, the departure I have waited for
My last chance to see, this perpetual peace
On this day I will learn to love again
And so I am waiting to die...