The Wayward Lyrics

As a kid
I looked up to you
There was no one cooler I knew
You were my big brother
Different fucked up dads, same mother
As I grew
I remember you
Always with drink in hand
Letting me stay up late
Gave me my first rock n roll tape
Purple, I still remember
But now you're buried under
As a kid
I was scared of you
You bullied me
More than those fucks at school
You were a shitty brother
Growing up, I saw your true colors
Goddamn you for all the heartache you put our mother through
As you drank yourself to death
Unlike in life I hope you found your peace
Now that you are buried underneath
You'd say that we were family
You'd say "I love you brother"
That blood was thicker than water
But then you'd fuck us over
I'll never know, so I'll just end it right here
With this final goodbye