Tired Lyrics

The clouds disappear and
I see the setting of the sun
A peaceful light surrounds
The scenery, I feel it has begun
Paralysis of my body ensues creeping
But it is not really painful
It's almost like to fall asleep
Like saying goodbye
The shining of my eyes gets dim
And my mouth gets dry

I cannot move my arms
I cannot move my legs
No motion anymore
I cannot feel my mind
I cannot find my soul
I'm feeling so forlorn

To tired to breathe and to live on
To subject myself
To tired to be there for anyone
To tired to breathe and to live on
To hide my feelings away
To tired to live this life

The poison finds its way
Into my bloodstream
I feel some blunt pain
But it doesn't torment me
And I only want to fall asleep
I don't want to awake here anymore

This is the stony way to redemption
Step by step I walk on my path
Through the garden of my soul
Into the depths of the unknown

As I awake and open my eyes
I see the rising of the sun
It is all so familiar to me
See my room and all my things
As I really changed yet
Into another world?
Does it seem like the one
I tried to abandon?