A Window of Madness Lyrics

Shadows of the past seem destined to haunt
A feeling of ghosts stare at me, taunt
And cast a darkness across what I felt
Would be free from such baggage
Which I realise was a mistake

What advantage be gained from keeping alive
Images from another time
Guilt, hurt, anger and envy
Do make themselves felt aplenty

Why it seems to me that I will ne'er have her
Truly to myself when acts and deed stare at me from a shelf
I really wish one as her could move on
And so condemning such feelings to begone

Have a moment such as this, a window in a life of madness
Where possible to be removed to a distance safe
In order to peer in, be a blessing which
I should fail to forget though happening as an accident

It has been the most wonderful of sages
While my mind does drift gleaning wisdom of the ages
Murdered fish for my pleasure fills my belly full of treasure
Food for the belly, for the mind, for the soul
Helps me right the wrongs of old

I try successless to end the torture entered
As I reason with the idea without sun endless
And to my mind, still though I try to understand why
...senseless