Fall Apart Lyrics

How do you think I feel? Got all these eyes on me
They seem like a thousand, as much as the times I failed
Cornered in my addiction, tangled in a net with no holes

Tight, straight down the veins
Drying in the cold sun
Life slipping through my hands
What did you expect myself to be?

Gazes of hatred, acrid smell of ruined life
If I'd known what my future was, I'd still be dying

Freak show that this life is, I'm falling apart
No mercy for those who are searching for peace

And now with my head on the floor, nothing would mean more
Than a compassionate cry from my beloved ones

But you're alone, and the tears of the cries made their way to satisfy your needs, warm as the mother's caress
Terrible as the reality fading off your sight

Thoughts of pride led me to fail this life
Ashamed for who I am, for who I was
And for who I will ever live to be