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Sometimes I'm afraid
To even sleep at night
Lord if my life is hell
Then let my dreams be alright

Family and friends have their own problems
The therapist is in for the money
Most people are just selfish as hell
And some even think that it's funny
So dead inside as time goes by
God get me out of this hell
I wish I could get out and wish I could fight
From peace I have fell

Some days
I wanna blow my brains all over the wall
But can I be certain that it all gets better?
Or will I just burn in hell?

And when I flip that knife open to cut my own throat
I know God will protect me, even from myself

No matter the circumstance I feel so down
And I feel so selfish
I don't wanna sound so empty when I say these things
But I can't help it

I feel so empty

And the moods flip
Like silver coins
I pray for more stability
I cling to you and you're all I have
To give me the life I need

The demons illusioned to think
That they will win
They win mere battles
While I win wars

Death to the world
That oppresses us and many we love
To give in is the easy way out
I long for the presence of our God above