Moonless II Lyrics

i said it wouldn't matter, now here i lie awake
grabbing at straws while i feel my bed shake
isn't it funny who we become when we sleep
we're always alone, forever empty and weak

bring me to the shadows
hollow out the feelings
place it on the altar
it'll stop the bleeding
begging for forgiveness
or am i lying to myself
i breathe when I'm awake so how could i know anything else

staring at photos of us only makes things worse
a sinking feeling to digress the thoughts that won't disperse
i once heard you say

"i love the way you think"
everlasting life but only sorrow must repeat
told there's multiple choice answers
to every single one of life's questions

but can you tell me why it feels like i'm running circles into depression

hiding how i feel inside
the pressure is out
i'm stuck i can't decide
i know, you left for a reason
but for now i am released
forever resting in the wind
i can now be at peace

utterly confused but still devoted to the sound
faking laughs and smiles it's a gift that i have found
not a peep or else the guilt leads us to the ground
but trust me, that's the goal
at least a token, to be forever bound

don't forget that you're the one who created this wound
nothing else diverts the night a truth i must consume
belittle my division, all divine, immortal tune.
first time i'll ever admit you're right, that i'm the devil's muse

i tried to find the goals i seek through feelings that are evil
conversations in the dark
everything's deceitful
beauty runs through every lie divulge the beast lets burn our eyes
i'm gold though torn to shreds
my mind a stone ,always heavy weighing down my head,
with all the tone shift a true believer
i'm the one and only true deceiver

i've relapsed
even though i said i won't
i'm going to leave today
for i have lied a bitter one
the goal was to feel
a lie i told to everyone
but mostly just to heal

(a lie i told to everyone, but mostly just to heal)

blinded to every bridge i've ever burned
but that's because the smoke has been the reason my head turns
opposition my heart glistens
yesterday a path i walk, while no one really listens.

bring me to the shadows
hollow out the feelings
place it on an altar
it'll stop the bleeding
begging for forgiveness
or am i lying to myself
i breathe when i'm awake so how could i know anything else