Permanence Lyrics

(i watch the stars as i sit on the ground covered in glass my emotions never found)

i read through your bloodshot eyes
the lines you're constantly trying to hide
i'm sorry, i can't take you out of your bind
your eloquently passing by
driving me to be enticed

reminded by everything you believe in
the reasons we walk alone is because the world neglects us
believing every lie ever spoken
i am just fine

it's crazy i didn't think i'd be in the position i was, but seeing your eyes in the moonlight let me know the feeling was true

i hate myself and i kept screaming i wanted it too

my voice cracks
when i'm trying to describe the help i need
i'm begging and scratching at the door that's locked behind me
visualize an exit and that's me

you're inevitably the best,
your shortcomings bring upon something i want to help you express
if it's ever too much,
don't be afraid to let me go
everyone does in the end it's all i've ever known
i dream about being able to lay by your side, and gaze into your eyes to let you know that you'll always be my guide

i dress myself up
in every word you've thrown at me
lust into the world
the words blinding
i can't remember
the words you told me
but i am here, waiting for you to come back

don't try to disguise the feelings i try to hide, i'm empty
i say this every time
i'm lost without you by my side