Insights of a Dying Man Lyrics

A man on his deathbed
His life comes to the end
He says „I wish I had
changed the life that I led"

Satisfying expectations instead of living your own life
Waiting for relief that never arrives
Endure, do not rebel, fit in with the masses
Even if you are suppressed

My late perception as my life fades away
So many wrong decisions, decisions never made
A life in regret, a life of shame
I had it in my own hands, there's only me to blame

In front of my master, I open my eyes
They day of judgement, I realize
My time on earth, a waste of time
A time that's never coming back

And here I am now
At this late insight
Realizing the fact
I followed a lie

Left by all that is dear to me
Alone and in perpetual darkness
This guilt that I bear
Devours me even after death