Redemption in Self Destruction Lyrics

There is no reason why
I don't understand
My permanent wish to die
Follows me until the end

Unbearable pain
An endless emptiness
I'm going insane
With my constant distress

I take the knife and I cut deep into the flesh
What a relief when the blood flows along my limbs
What a dark desire!
Extinguish the fire!
Redemption in self-destruction
The only way to relieve the pain

Redemption in self-destruction
A slow way to die
The pain fills my emptiness
A quiet, silent cry

Today is the day
The last of all days
My mind is made up
For a long time I've planned this
Silently, I will disappear
No one will miss me
I put an end to my worthless life

How can I express if I don't understand myself
I find no strength to deal with my inner emptiness
I lose the ground under my feet
I guess it's my destiny
I'll set the next cut deeper
And finally face the end