Discarded: Gratitude Lyrics

I just keep hoping that I die, keep hoping that I die, hoping that I die. The maggots want to live, they want to take advantage of my life and throw me away like an unfinished meal. Unfuckingrateful fucking scum. "I am grateful for death. I am grateful that this life does not last forever. I am ungrateful for life. I am ungrateful that this life lasts at all. I'm Hanging, I'm hanging, I'm choking, I'm choking, I'm dying, I'm dying, I'm smiling, I'm smiling, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you."