Riposte Lyrics

It's like cutting at a scar that you've had all your life. Just before it can scab over you cut at it again, cutting deeper. An endless incision... My inevitable decision... To take my own life. I'm fucking falling apart. My mind broke like a glass thrown against a wall. Gatherers of laughter, maniacal and morbid, all gather around. I have become delirious. Pain has become hilarious. Pain has even become pleasurable. I feel sick. God help me!! God please end me!!! God forsake me already!! God please end me!!! I feel siiickkkk!! I feel siiiickckkk!!!!!