Unwavering Devotion Lyrics

These notations find their way beneath the surfaces of words spoken. I cannot deny the piercing truth as it travels through my ears until it is cutting through my heart.

Bleeding from the inside out.

My mouth waters at the anticipation of ignition.

Inevitable was it for myself to take pleasure in suffering.

With such inadequate merriment surrounding me whenever the notion does present itself, it makes me ill to the point of regurgitation.

"Tears building up. Becoming difficult to breathe. Coughing. Hyper ventilating. Dry heaving. Puke it up puke it out. I want to be rid of this feeling. This consumption. I am being consumed. Make it stop. Please just make it stop." - Never let it stop.

Life doesn't seem real without ruination.

Life doesn't feel sincere without desolation.