Incessant Despondency Lyrics

Wiped your blood from my eyes to see
A heart condemned I've killed all beauty
Void of what it was
This change in me is now complete
Pound my fist of hardened skin on the walls of our past
Despondency became the norm
From your leering eyes betrayal was born
My role in life has taken a turn
A poisoned mind concealed your fallacy
Hope has strayed from
Is this failure that I can't control
Crippling emotions
Unimpassioned words slip from your lips
So easy to release
A failed attempt at normalcy
Giving me a choice to leave
Your love is a fucking ghost
Maybe you'll see what you have wasted
Your mind is diseased
Seen the wolf waiting with sharpened teeth
It's hunger grows
It wants to tear apart my hearstring
Can you tell me they were lies?
Cruel words scribbled onto papers
Was it just a mistake?
Or was it just selfishness?
Was it just a mistake?
Or was it me?
I should have seen the signs
Running out of arguments
Extricated dominance
I have beneath all the lies
Commitment has become null and void
I'm drowning in the storm
How can you hold you head up under the weight of shame?
How can you face the mirror knowing that you were to blame?
Do you wake each day with cold blood in your veins?
Allowed to be yourself things turned out so ugly
With no pride to reclaim and no life to renew
Consumed with this loneliness
I forced that roll on you
No idea whats real
Face what you've become
No one left to turn to
Your passion goes unsung
A sour taste left in my mouth
Powerless to fate unseen
Never thought I'd see the day when all live would pass away
I'm not someone will can bend
Won't be a slave anymore
Soon to see you falling down
Can't hold you up any longer
Won't be you crutch another day
Deep inside knew you were twisted
Life's something you can't dictate
Abstain your discontent...