What Wouldn't Heal Lyrics

Scarred from early childhood
Father left, mother was an addict
She let it rule her life
No one gave a fuck for her
Withered life, nothing but disgrace
She died inside, she always felt hated
Safety was not something she ever knew
Moved around by her family
Talked down on
Made to feel inferior like a slave in her own home
Wanted to escape reality
Put up a wall around herself
Angry at the world
Always in trouble, constant battles
Disgusted by her mother
Adultery was her vice
Told to lie to father
It affected the way she felt about herself
Turmoil was the only constant
The only thing she felt was pain
She had no one to look up to
Kept the way she felt inside
growing bitter towards her parents
She contemplated suicide
She was just a child
For many years she dealt with this depression
Longing for a life she never had
No affection, no attention
Happiness seemed so out of grasp
Burdened by loss, denied by everything
Moved from home to home
She felt so unwanted and worthless
Punished for nothing
Living in constant fear
Needed to escape from this life
Hate turned into sadness
Given up on hope
Magnified the wrong
never considered the outcome of it all
All life empty, emotions drain
Had a yearning for acceptance
Wanted to fit in
Gave up on her innocence
She'd mistaken lust for love
When things became stable she just couldn't deal
Had to have some sort of conflict just to feel
No amount of assurance could ever convince her
That things would never have to be that way again
She never let it go, she couldn't forgive